Sorry about my absence.. :) I just haven't had anything interesting to write about and god hasn't given me something interesting to say so.. :|

Anyway.. July 1st was fun! My Buddy Paul and myself and Daniel and Katie made it to the Park where the fun was for the day. They're was a lot of kids I tell ya LOL. Our Church was involved in the festivity's which was run by our Children's Ministry Leader Nicki! Shes an amazing woman, very energetic. I just love her intensity and desire for god and the children's ministry she runs. So we had that and then there were kids from The School of Dance. They were amazing dancers. There was also free face Painting. Free air type based jumping things for the kids as well as a Titanic type air type ride that was a slide.

As well for the Adults there was the beer tent, Live bands, lots of merchandise. My favourite thing had to be the Indian dancers, They were great. I love the multicultural society I live in.

As of late I've been pretty good. Trying to catch up on bills which is a hard one at that :|. But I'm trying my best to get back on my feet the best I can. But I've been really emotional like never before. I think its a mix of things, first of all my dad's birthday is in 3 days. My step dad's in 4 days. Mine is in 13 days. And I have hardly any money. When I file this sat for my Unemployment insurance all that money will be going to rent for July.. As I'm already late.. But I'm going to try and get to a food bank for some help. And the church might be able to help as well.

I also found out tonight that my friend Danielle (Female) was also fired this week for no apparent reason from where I used to work before they fired me also. I can think of about 20 people I know that have since been released. Its crazy how bad NCO is in Brantford.

You know my friends are going to say I'm all over the place with this post. But its true I am. But oh well :D..

Like I was saying I've been really emotional lately. No I haven't cried. I'm trying my best not to do that. But its how I feel so much in doing. I really can't say for sure what this emotion is all about cause I honestly don't know. Maybe cause I feel like a failure. But we all know that's a lie as my friends tell me. But I don't know anymore where my life is going. I really want to go school through our church for Ministry work. I'm trying to apply for O.S.A.P. to see if I can get funding to go in September. I hope this is possible for me to go.

Please keep me in your prayers for finding a job or that god will continue to provide for my needs to survive. I'd be grateful!

Be safe and god bless

Josh