Today I went back to work. It was a little hard but I managed to do the whole day at work. My work has been as supportive as possible and that gives me peace and happiness. I just hope I can get the 19TH off so I can go back to St. Catharines to get a family photo done with my family. I really want to go.

As I was doing dishes a came to my senses on some things, I feel I need to express myself so here it goes.

I am truly blessed to have amazing friends and family who were there in my hardest and darkest of times. Especially one of my best friends (my Ex-roommate) Paul. He sang at my fathers funeral, this touches me deeply that he sang. It was also a blessing to have him there as well as my pastor Brian his wife (Sharlyss), Andrea and Dave who managed to come to the viewing. I am thankful for my friends. Plus my mom flew down to be at my dads funeral to pay last respects which also makes me happy. Also I am blessed for my family who I once thought was astranged and didn't care about me. But the matter is it was the other way around. They want me to move back to St. Catharines, but to be honest I would be gone if it wasn't for my amazing church, I love my church. I am honoured to have these amazing people in my life. And I'm sure I've forgot lots of people. But you know who you are.

I love you all so much.

God Bless