Well I have some bad news to announce. My father unfortunately passed yesterday (Oct 29Th) at a young age of 44 (I'm 22 btw). And I've come home for all the funeral arrangements in St.catharines. I'm very sad about this news and have taken it really hard. God is being my comforter and I hope he will continue to do so. It has not been easy. I have been surrounded by my friends and family. And I really appreciate the support from everyone. God has treated me well. Its really hard to type this as I'm about 10 feet where he was found. I'm probably going to speak at the funeral, but this will be extremely hard no doubt. I hope god can give me the strength and the words to do so.

I've very proud to say that god allowed me to talk to my dad about god. I also found out today that he accepted Christ before he died. I'm very glad that I was about to talk to god with him and to know he accepted god is amazing. I believe god has used me to get to him and for that I am thankful. I'm in tears writing this. I would like to ask for your prayers. I really could use them.

I have to go now..

I hope god will continue to bless you in your lives.

Josh
*Update* the autopsy came back that it was not due to medical reasons. To sum it up quickly my step brother let a friend in, but did not hear him leave. An arrest warrant is going to be issued to find this person. Right now they suspect murder. This makes it even harder for me. Please keep praying for me.

Man I've really been slacking on my blog. :(

Sorry..... Oh my so much to talk about. Lets just say god is amazing :). He shows me more and more every day that I'm not some little person. God knows my name as I know his. I feel happy all the time now. And if I do get sad it lasts for a few minutes and its gone. Which has been once since I last posted. God is amazing. I've started to really walk in my gifts. I'm giving prophetic words. So many visions to even list. So much knowledge is just great. My relationship with god is getting better and better each day. I've even started to mentor people into god. I talk about god to anyone I get a chance to every day. Which is weird cause before I was afraid to wear my hat that said "Jesus Christ is king". And its funny my saying now "I am the hat". Not that I am Jesus but becoming more and more like Jesus and being faithful to gods word to testify to everyone I can. And believe me that's about 3-4 times a day. And man do I enjoy talking about god to people. I've even set a few things free in people through the glory of god. Not me personally, I am just a mere vessel of the message and the truth. I really enjoy watching Kent hovind. Hes given me so much knowledge with things such as evolution to help people understand that it is not of god. In all honesty Evolution debunks everything the bible says because it contradicts the bible that we are Millions and Millions of years old the earth that is. I will use one of the examples he used.

So if the moon moves a few feet each year away from earth. Then that means if the earth was really millions of years old then the moon was really close to the earth at one point in time. So that means that the dinosaurs got mooned by the moon :P. And yes dinosaurs did live with people back in the garden of eden. The bible says "There were Giants". It has words of dragons in the bible which could quiet possibly reference dinosaurs. The word dinosaur wasn't invented until the early 1600's so its quiet possible the word dragon was used to describe dinosaurs back then. I know I probably don't make much sense. But kent was a scientist teacher and hes also now an evangelist as well. Hes a fountain of knowledge and man do i love to drink :).

Also I have been making a lot of friends at work and the likes. Its nice to meet and get to know people and testify to them. I enjoy it hehe. I wish I could get to my family about this though. Its a lot harder to do so it seems.

But me and landon prayed for about an hour on Tuesday it was great. We got so hit by the glory of god we were on the floor. It was really fun. God gave me more words for landon on the meaning of the some words I gave him last week. I really like walking in my gifts that god wants to give me.

Another saying I've come up with recently is that when someone first comes into the gods house they must take the steps of faith. Now these steps I think of as a stock market graph. It goes up and it goes down AT FIRST. Then in my case I got baptized in the holy spirit. Now I believe my stock is not worth no 5 nickles. I've come into the riches the gold the money of millions of dollars. I'm so rich in the glory of god my graph is higher then the peaks of mount Everest. :)

Now I may not be rich here on earth. But what dose that matter? I'm happy! And when that day comes when I meet my maker I will have open heavens and be rich in god and that's truly what matters. I hope you like my analogy but I must run for now..

God bless your souls. May my testimony's be an inspiration in your journey with our lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.